Literally the most wonderful thing happened to me. I’m still in disbelief! I’ll explain as best I can. Basically my biggest dream came true and I’m really happy about it.
So this is how it went down. I’ve always been someone who loves love and couldn’t wait to experience it with a great man. After dealing with so many assholes that I swear that’s all I could attract, something crazy happened. I finally opened my damn eyes and saw that my dream guy that I’ve spent like half my life praying for and believing was Prince Charming ready to sweep me off my feet was right freaking in front of my face and in my life this whole time. I know I’m oblivious as all hell and unless I’m told flat out I will miss every signal or clue any decent guy is sending me. To think my best friend whom I confide in, talk to everyday just about, go everywhere important with, who supports me, calms me and listens to everything I say even when I’m crying about some jerk that broke my heart was my true soulmate.
We’re talking about the sweetest, kindest, well mannered, most caring gentleman on the planet. I mean a man that meets all of my standards to a “T” yet I tried to hook him up with other people b/c I have these weird rules. Friends are just friends and boyfriends are just boyfriends. This keeps everything organized for me with no confusion from anyone. I never look at my friends outside of the zone. When I kept ignoring him as a possibility, God put the smack down on me. He had everyone I knew and just met suggesting my bestie. It wasn’t until I asked him for the umpteenth time if he liked me that he actually gave me an honest answer. The shock! It finally clicked and my blinders came off.
Folks I had the most amazing man, my dream guy playing the super friend role so well for so long. A man that has been praying to God asking if I’m who he has for him. That’s what I’ve always wanted, someone to know I’m the one and that they want me to be the one. Never has it been so easy to build upon what we already had. Having everyone in our corner wishing us nothing but well. Not something I’m used to at all except in my dreams. He makes me smile, feel happier than I’ve ever been. My heart is mended and all the bad memories no longer exist. He’s the ying to my yang, the sun to my moon. Yeah I sound all cheesy and whack but I don’t care what anyone thinks anymore. I always knew what kind of friend I had and now what kind of man. Patience is something I learned the hard way and even though I’m no youngin, it was so worth the wait.
God’s plan might not be your plan but it’s a darn good one! Stay blessed ~The Goddess